my LIFE,is full of everything! :D

Sunday, November 29, 2009

7x13=28

Don't believe me? WATCH THIS.

HAH :D

1:51 PM, procrastination & i thought about.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Don't make empty promises to me.

Don't know, don't care, CANNOT BE BOTHERED, leiyi, remember this? (:

WHENEVER YOU REMEMBER - CARRIE UNDERWOOD.

When You Look Back On Times We Had

i Hope You Smile

and Know That Through The Good And Through The Bad

i Was On Your Side When Nobody Could Hold Us Down

we Claimed The Brightest Star

and We, We Came So Far

and No They Won't Forget

(Chorus)

whenever You Remember Times Gone By

remember How We Held Our Heads So High

when All This World Was There For Us

and We Believe That We Could Touch The Sky

whenever You Remember, I'll Be There

remember How We Reached That Dream Together

whenever You Remember

when You Think Back On All We've Done

i Hope You're Proud

when You Look Back And See How Far We've Come

it Was Our Time To Shine

and Nobody Could Hold Us Down

they Thought They'd See Us Fall

but We, We Stood So Tall

and No We Won't Forget

whenever You Remember Times Gone By

remember How We Held Our Heads So High

when All This World Was There For Us

and We Believe That We Could Touch The Sky

whenever You Remember, I'll Be There

remember How We Reached That Dream Together

whenever You Remember

yeahhh, Ooohh

we Claimed The Brightest Star

and We, We Came So Far

and Know That We Showed Them All

and No They Won't Forget

yeahhh

whenever You Remember Times Gone By

remember How We Held Our Heads So High

when All This World Was There For Us

and We Believe That We Could Touch The Sky

whenever You Remember, I'll Be There

remember How We Reached That Dream Together

whenever You Remember

ooohh, Whenever You Remember

7:49 PM, procrastination & i thought about.

I'm losing sleep.

REALLY REALLY TIRED.

"i also v tired...." --> Jessica -.-

There are many things going on, I am so tired and afraid of thinking about them.

And bury myself in Assignments, simply because I don't want to think about it.

I want to put those things down, and move on.

Give me a chance.

As the Festive seasons approaches, I feel a part missing.

It's never going to be the same again.

I miss you.

2:23 PM, procrastination & i thought about.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

I YAMZ IN THE LIBRARY WITH LEONG YANMIN NOWWWWWZ.

SHE IS LATE FOR 2 HOURS.

AND SHE'S COMPLAINING THAT I SHOULDN'T BLOG EVERYTIME MY LAPTOP IS WITH ME AND I YAMZ WITH HER. PLUS POINT. SHE'S SITIING BESIDE ME NOW. HAHAHA.

It's really fun to criticise her when she's sitting beside me. (:

& yet, looking happy does not mean being happy. That one last goodbye is tough.

Hiding behind that mask of happiness ain't a tough job afterall.

I will miss you. God bless.

New Years will never be the same again.

1:49 PM, procrastination & i thought about.

Thursday, November 19, 2009
FLOOOOOOOD :D

First ever time I experienced such a flood. Seriously bad.

EVERYWHERE in NP had a flood, convention centre, atrium, roads, ponds.

Tell me about it.

I walked from the Library to MKP without my shoes!

And my jeans still got wet even after rolling it up.

So yeah. That's how bad it is.

Even MKP got it's share now. TSKTSK.

Or you can check out on FB, some dude post a video about the flooding around the areas.

Its a horrible weather. Ankle deep water at least everywhere. It's the worst flood I've experienced in school!!

OUH MAN, I'M GOING TO FALL SICK AGAIN SOON. I CAN FEEL IT COMING! ):

5:16 PM, procrastination & i thought about.

And amidst the sadness, there is always a conflict of emotions.

I hate it when the both of them does things like that late at night.

12:50 AM, procrastination & i thought about.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

It never felt good to lose someone you've known for the whole of your life.

Even if that person was never that close to you.

It is never, and will never be.

I guess I just wasn't ready.

11:13 PM, procrastination & i thought about.

(:

Getting to talk to a friend in long conversations once in awhile is

GOOD. (:

1:07 AM, procrastination & i thought about.

Sunday, November 15, 2009
Beautiful Song.

NICE SONG. ENJOY(:

Credits to Shawn Siau for letting me listen to it!

Chester See widget by 6L &

7:10 PM, procrastination & i thought about.

Saturday, November 14, 2009
♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥

I'm not at home now.

But I love being with my love.

She makes me feel safe and cosy in this cold weather (:

I love you honey!

Ps. She's my cousin. hahahahah!

I wanna feel your warmth against me. =X

11:50 PM, procrastination & i thought about.

Insecurity.

Is just being friends not good enough?

We'll never know, because they'll never show.

It was a brand new experience and feeling there.

And it's making me feel...

Weird.

1:19 AM, procrastination & i thought about.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

So what am I supposed to do now?

ARRRHHHHHHHH GAHHHHHHHHH RAHHHHHHH.

I really have no idea.

It's like, this semester hasn't been as good as I thought it would be. I need to catch up on my work. I need to catch up on my sleep. I need to get a stable income SOON. I need to control what I think sometimes. It's making myself confused.

But on second thoughts. There are some things that help cover up the bad parts (:

Second Chance - Faber Drive

I found the phone

I must?ve missed your message

You got it wrong, It wasn?t what your friend said.

I can tell by your tone, I?ve taken it too far again.

Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

Your friends are telling you, You gotta move on.

Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.

You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.

I don?t know why i ever waited to say.

Cuz I?m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.

I should?ve let you in, but I let you down.

You were the first to give ,I was the first to ask.

Now I?m in second place, to get a second chance.

I should've known, took you and I for granted

Gotta let you know, I was never underhanded.

Tell by your tone, I?ve taken it too far again.

Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.

Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.

You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.

I don?t know why i ever waited to say.

Cuz I?m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.

I should?ve let you in, but I let you down.

You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.

Now I?m in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.

I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.

You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.

Now I?m in second place, to get a second chance.

What you give is always what you get.

There's so much I haven't given yet. (or theres so much i havent given you)

it seems so different with(out) a second chance.

Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.

Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.

You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.

I don?t know why I ever waited to say.

Cuz I?m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.

I should?ve let you in, but I let you down.

You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.

Now I?m in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.

I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.

You were the first to give I was the first to ask.

Now I?m in second place to get a second chance.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out? (second chance)

I should?ve let you in, but I let you down (second chance)

You were the first to give, I was the first to ask? (second chance)

Now I?m in second place, to get a second chance.

10:52 PM, procrastination & i thought about.

暗号

我想要的 想做的 

你比誰都了
你想說的 想給的 

我全都知道 
未接來電 沒留言 

一定是你孤單的想念 
任何人都 猜不到 

這是我們的暗號 

他們猜 隨便猜 不重要 
連上彼此的訊號 才有個依靠
有太多人太多事 

夾在我們之間咆哮
雜訊太多訊號弱 

就連風吹都要干擾
可是你不想 

一直走在黑暗地下道
想吹風 想自由 

想要一起手牽手
去看海 繞世界流浪

我害怕你心碎沒人幫你擦眼 
別管那是非 

只要我們感覺對

我害怕你心碎沒人幫你擦眼梡

別離開身邊 

擁有你我的世界才能完美

你說你想逃開鬆手 

愛太累 

愛得不自由 
因為我給不起最簡單的承諾 
你停止收訊號 

我開始搜尋不到 
到底有誰知道 

是幾點鐘方向 

你才椰洧鼒t號 

12:18 AM, procrastination & i thought about.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Is it really so?

On the first day, God created the dog and said:

'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.'

The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?'

So God agreed.

On the second day, God created the monkey and said:

'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.'

The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?'

And God agreed.
On the third day, God created the cow and said:
'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.'

The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years.. How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty?'

And God agreed again.

On the fourth day, God created humans and said:

'Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. For this, I'll give you twenty years.'

But the human said: 'Only twenty years? Could you possibly give me my twenty, the forty the cow gave back, the ten the monkey gave back, and the ten the dog gave back; that makes eighty, okay?'

'Okay,' said God, 'You asked for it'

So that is why for our first twenty years we eat, sleep, play and enjoy ourselves. For the next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family.. For the next ten years we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren.. And for the last ten years we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone.

Life has now been explained to you.

There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I'm doing it as a public service.

9:40 PM, procrastination & i thought about.

I think, I'm making myself more stupid by thinking more. ):

I felt the difference. From you and you. Yeah.

1:04 AM, procrastination & i thought about.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

HAHAHAHAHHAH.

THIS IS SUPER HILARIOUS. :D

4:10 PM, procrastination & i thought about.

Friday, November 06, 2009

"How tired I am of this unbearable distance between us.

How I long, for the toll of recess bell.

Have you forgotten me; grown mindless of me?

Tell me I am not writing into an abyss - or that is what will become, of my heart."

This video's sweet. Especially what was written on the note. Touching.

Was shown during Child Lit lecture. & it's been kind of in my mind recently.

So I decided to post it up, to share (:

11:32 AM, procrastination & i thought about.

YES LAPPY'S BACK IN ACTION.

WHICH MEANS I'VE GOT WORK TO RUSH,THINGS TO DOWNLOAD AND ASSIGNMENTS TO BE HANDED UP ASAP.

12:45 AM, procrastination & i thought about.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Weird things happens at weird times and I'm weirdly affected by it.

Things just DOESN'T seems to make sense nowadays.

When we come to this age. We're exposed to many things. So it ain't a surprise I guess.

Child Literature. It's a fun topic, but it can't be helped to be thought as boring when the one teaching it, is boring. =X

Speech lesson. The one motivation for me to wake up early in the morning. I think many of T04 thinks that way too. (:
It's just.....so US. Love my class to the max. I really do (x
Thanks for being there for me guys! oooops. GIRLS. and a DUDE. heehee.

IT lessons. So not looking forward. But there's photoshop this sessions. So. OUH WELL.
Bearing with it for the time being.

Bringing my lappy for servicing tomorrow straight after lessons with Gum. Really cannot take the torturous life without it now, because half the Sem's module requires the use of lappy.
And time to treat ourselves with nice FOOD on the way to Funan and back. (:

Storytelling materials due on friday, but I have yet to complete20%. wish me luck. There're tons to be completed.

Alright. I'm heading off to bed now. Am feeling tired VERY EARLY at unusual times lately. Unhealthy girl. tsktsk.

I am going to have to try to stop posting two different things and decide where to post my future entries.
Yes I've realized that I have been posting more frequently than usual.I can go up to 3 posts in one day. Sheesh. NOT A GOOD THING.

I really don't know about this feeling now. I'm really confused. Is this what we really face at times like that? =(
Someone, enlighten me please.

11:14 PM, procrastination & i thought about.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009
HMMM...

Currently,im all alone at cheers.waiting for jeanne& the rest to come.SLOW PEOPLE!!!!hahaha.

Okay.. So actually now, I'm feeling kind of IRRITATED by some people's inconsiderate actions. Like if you all are not supposed to do say or ask anything,THEN DON'T DO IT. Why must you make life difficult for others and yourself,when everyone already has enough on our minds alreadyy?!

You all obviously know that I don't like to be entangled in these things, so STOP TRYING to pull me into it!!! URGH.

& to you.
When you've made promise, keep to it,okay?it's not good to lose other's trust in you because of the promise broken.

New Windows 7: Find the right PC for you. Learn more.

12:04 PM, procrastination & i thought about.

Monday, November 02, 2009

If you take a step back and look at the world around you, things may seem better than you thought, or maybe you may even spot the tiniest of details you missed in the past that you ought to treasure.

Well, that was what i thought after like so long of thinking these few days. Like really, people(including me) tend to take some things for granted in our lives. Only when they realize its too late then they start to regret.

So that's why, I don't regret stopping my hasty pace and look at things slowly and think carefully. Because it really helped me- to gain some of my stability back and also some new insights on many things (:

And finally. I hate to burst your speech bubbles, but I cannot stand it anymore.
DON'T always think you are that great- because you are not. We're putting up with you simply because we still think that you can change. Don't make us dislike you. ):

11:15 PM, procrastination & i thought about.